17.05.2013
思念一个人，不必天天见，不必互相拥有或相互毁灭，不是朝思暮想，而是一天总想起他几次。
Just miss somebody. We don’t have to see us everyday, don’t have to own or destroy each other, don’t have to think about you all day and all night long. Just miss you a few times a day, that already makes me happy.
"Love is like a drug that makes us do stupid things. There’s no way of escaping, because we’re all addicted."
02.05.2013
Where is my dignity? You ate them all. Where is my heart? You have thrown it away. Where is your love? It’s never by my side.
I can’t hate you, I just can’t. Though you broke my heart several times. And every time in the end, it turns out to be “I miss you, so we get back like nothing happened”.
I will never be your princess I know it.
Will you hold me from behind again?
I know it’s wrong. But so sorry that I love you.
我要我们在一起 24.04.2013
The wind blows on my face, my hands, my hair, my heart and my eyes.
You stand far away in that city, that street, that house, that lamp beside that window.
I listen to the the CD as the background music which you gave me, no matter how it sings, it’s no more touching.
I remember that you used to close your eyes touch my face, and smiling.
I don’t know how to laugh and how to cry in front of you, just opened my mouth ignored you like a robot.
In your world or in my life we have never lose our temper.
Maybe it’s just because it gone too fast to do it.
Ioioioioio.
Can you tell me please tell shall we get together?
In the time of love, our life was so easy.
Staring at you, just want to be with you.
Ioioioioio.
I say I really think we shall get together.
In the time of love, loving you is so easy.
Staring at you, just want to be with you.
Not like now, I can only sing a song for you, in a long distance.
Frühstück
Strammer-Max, bestimmt nicht das häufigste Frühstück hier in Shanghai aber trotzdem gut. Gerade jetzt wo die Vogelgrippe hier zu finden ist …
So fängt der Tag aber schon mal gut an, heute aber ohne Cupcake…
Tommy
Robot: #Shanghai#
DD finally found his true love. What should I gonna do?
One step closer or one step back, that’s a question.
I’m kinda selfish.
But the same as you do.
14.04.2013 01:39
It’s really hard for me to be a listener. He has already fall asleep, but I’m still awake. So sad.
It’s difficult to say some bad about his girlfriend directly with him. But it’s really strange! What kind of girl wants present from her boyfriend in order to satisfy her father. It doesn’t make sense! What could I say? I don’t think it’s a cultural problem by the way.
If I were you, I will say: suck it! Bitch!
And then find me a new one.
But I can’t say things like that. 😭
Take care buddy, if she only cares about your money, you will find out by yourself one day.
Drugs
Honey you are my morphia and I’m your weed, it’s dangerous but it’s so addictive.
We should be together I think since we are both drags.
Or… You got me hypnotized.
Hey you make me rhyme. :)
Protective color. 04072013
I’m crying in the crowd, just want to become transparent.
I will never have this kind of stupid dream or pain or heart beat anymore.
I have decided, really decided.
I have quietly endured, my yesterday is held tightly in my hands.
The more sweet the memories are, the more they hurt, the more scars they cut in the palm of my hands.
The world laughed, so I laughed together.
When survival is the rule instead of my choice, so I can only drift alone with the tears in my eyes.
I’m not really happy.
My smile is just my protective color.
I decide not to hate, I decide not to love.
I lock my soul forever in my shell.
I’m not really happy.
My wounds would never heal completely.
I stood on your left side, but what between us is like a silver river.
Will I regret when I get old?
When can I have the real happiness?
Should I take off this protective color?
Why should I still be punished after I lost it?
:) Never get an answer. :(
Worst day ever… Mentally and physically.
